Jealousy

Jealousy is an emotion experienced by one who perceives that another person is giving something that he/she wants (typically love, affection, attention) to a third party.

However

Wikipedia defines Jealousy as an emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values, such as a relationship, friendship, or love. Wiki also says that it is not to be confused with envy, but a combination of anger, sadness and disgust.

Most think of jealousy as a negative thought; a negative emotion, but a minority will think of it as motivation and derive pleasure or strength from it.
A powerful tool, really, and yet a double edge sword as well.

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1:45 AM

today, is my birthday,and tomorrow night, i am going back to army. How sad life is when u are not schooling. haha got some cock earpiece for a present. and 8 cakes? or 8 slices.
BOOK IN BOOK IN, LET'S GO

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5:26 AM

a)Education alone is a major key event in every Singaporean's life. If i do well for all my examinations, i will have a chance to prolong my school education my 2 years by advancing to a JC, which i did. Has the past years been worthwhile? Meaningful?
Through education, I unknowingly discovered my own strengths and weaknesses and the social roles each one of us plays. Tolerance, teamwork, friendship, even prejudice, selfishness and enmity were not in the school syllabus. But we experienced those along with education. Without education and schooling, I doubt very much whether i can be a successful social animal, i would be helpless and no friends will be around in times of need.Surprisingly, nobody knew education would mould one's character and attitude until they were 'educated'. Doing well in studies in this competitive country was top priority but I also learnt not to underestimate others, a skinny runt at the back of the classroom who is ostracized is usually one that would beat the others with straight As at the end of the day. In the process of receiving compulsory education, I discovered teachers are also human. They err and sometimes are often not the best of my role models. But that does not mean I should not respect them, Education has taught me to reason and discriminate accordingly.
I may not be the best student in school but the experience in school is priceless and what i am today is the direct result of my education. It is not the results I am referring to but the very fact that i can express my honest views on paper as i am doing now should vouch for the worth of my education, a worthwhile and meaningful journey in my life.

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4:46 PM

Common Test UUUUE
Mid year UUUUE
Prelims USSSE

A levels CCDDD

oustanding, now i am another phase of my life, fretting about the limited choices i have. People who have 4 Aces must be having a headache, so much to choose from and so little time to do so.
My bunk mates, one is the top student of nyjc, one RJC had 5As, most people are from VJC. Despite the massive improvement, i am not really that good when compared with all the JC students, i am not globally competitive yet and i have to admit and face reality.

Any reccommendations to what engineering that is HOT?
or
whether going to NIE is a good choice?

i need all the advice i can have NOW.

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11:54 PM

It's been 7 weeks in the army, living with guys have been an enriching experience, it's the way to train boys to men,
They are so much more male sexual psychopaths in the city partly due to the fact that GUYS spend 2 years living with guys. The lack of the company of the opposite sex makes us go crazy and disorientated. We took them for granted in the past because they were everywhere, now that we are locked up in pulau tekong, life has never been the same again.

With a blink of an eye, i am soon reaching the end of my basic training, 2 more weeks and i will be posted out of Tekong , training had been progressive, punishments too, and i was lucky to be in a welfare company. We drink a lot, and we sweat a lot, we coughed a lot due to some virus in the water and we had fun. I met guys of charisma, i met guys of supreme irritating capabilities, i met guys who likes to touch as a form of communication and brotherhood, i met guys who are dominating, i met guys who are superficial, i met guys who suck up to the commanders, i met no one of my caliber, willing to defy and make a difference, there are people who memorizes lectures in the army, i find Recuits acting like they are the officers. i met many people in the army, and i am trained to live with them, I smile and i smile, just to serve my time.

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10:11 AM

CUTE ISNT HE? FRIENDSTER MADNESS IS EVIDENT IS FACEBOOK, WHICH IS SUPPOSEDLY THE HIGHER CLASS OF SOCIAL NETWORKING.

THESE PESTS NEVER DISAPPEAR, DO THEY?

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10:08 PM

SOME MEAGRE UPDATES

Common Test UUUUE
Mid year UUUUE
Prelims USSSE

Praise me for my improvement, Blame me for not doing well enough.

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4:00 PM

Black Eyed Peas dedication to Aung San Suu Kyi

Freedom fighter? OR TERRORISTS?

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1:21 AM

Media is a very strong tool,
Be it for terrorism, for fame, or for money, emotions-conjuring too. It is a potent two sided sword.

Blogging, aptly describes the harm of blogging.
So, I've decided to say BYEBYE

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7:48 PM

It’s jail, rotan now for raping your wife

KUALA LUMPUR: Beating one’s wife into having sex can now land a man in serious trouble.
The punishment is a jail sentence of up to 20 years and whipping. This penalty is provided in an amendment on rape in the Penal Code which came into effect last Friday.

An example would be when the husband refuses to take “no” for an answer and then proceeds to slap or punch his wife into submission.

The amendment has classified rape and aggravated rape and each category carries different penalties.

Aggravated rape will include having sex with a girl aged below 12 and those found guilty could be sentenced up to 30 years and whipped.

Good move.

To friends and readers of Monsterblog who are Muslims, I wish that you have a good Ramadhan. Remember the true purpose of the fasting month, and gorging yourselves at buffet spreads is not one of them

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9:00 PM

You Are 8% Good

Well, you're not necessarily evil - but you're pretty darn bad.
Morals are something you don't concern yourself with. You're amoral... not immoral.
So what motivates you instead of ethics? Greed, lust, laziness, anger. The usual bad stuff.
Bottom line, you're not trying to be a good person. In fact, it probably never crosses your mind.

You are also probably: Not too terribly concerned about what anyone thinks of you

Right now you are on track to being: An evil dictator

To be a better person: Start small. Pet a puppy.

How Good Are You?

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10:21 PM

when u try to engage with a stranger, trying to make friends, at some point , you will ask him , where you studying,

Naturally, u will ask, u now studying at where? POLY or UNI ?
then if the person is from an ITE, he will naturally feel offended,

If you change your catchphrase to POLY or ITE,
the person(from ite) will also be offended!
even a person from jc will be offended.

This is a mountain to climb and a bridge to cross, before i can endeavor to greater good.

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8:58 PM

You Are a Super Flirt

You love to flirt, so much so that it gets you in trouble.

In almost any situation, you find yourself flirting - even when it's inappropriate.

You tend to embrace all flirting styles too.. from coy to sexy to playful to serious.

And if someone flirts back, you'll crank it up even more!

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

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12:17 AM

MP'S DAUGHTER SLAMMED LIKE FUCK

http://solitairejoker.wordpress.com/2006/10/20/future-of-singapore/

http://weikiatblog.blogspot.com/2006/10/looking-back-home.html

I was happy, i read it every 2 weeks for 2 months already. It never fails to crack me up as they slam elitism straight back in their face.

FUCK YOU

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10:32 AM

Singapore is turning into a welfare state. The new lease buyback scheme proposed by National development minister mah bow tan, the CPF minimum sum insurance(annuity). All benefits mostly the elderly of above 62-5 years old,
what about those that does not live beyond 62? Those that are already bed-bound at the age of 50. UNABLE TO USE CPF, unable to enjoy all the welfare benefits claimed to be for the ELDERLY.

BUT I DO NOT UNDERSTAND THE LEASE BUYBACK SCHEME
damn got to clear my doubt soon.

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9:28 AM

DONT COME TO MY BLOG ANYMORE.

IF YOU DO, I AM GOING TO BE REAL MEAN .

AND STH WILL HAPPPEN TO U

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10:49 PM

Only taking a less belligerent attitude will -- and that may open a whole new chapter in 2 closely-related economies as well as peoples. The worst legacy this old man can leave his son is a legacy of antagonism and false sense of security based on miscalculated military strength.

it's natural that people should critisize the govt, it's also natural that the govt should be praised for doing good

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9:04 PM

you make choices ,
so that they can make you.

You are destroyed when u make a wrong move. kABOOM

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9:58 PM

AH ! I AM ADDICTED.
hi i am grant and i am an addict.
hi i am grant and i am an addict.
hi i am grant and i am an addict.
hi i am grant and i am an addict.
hi i am grant and i am an addict.
hi i am grant and i am an addict.
hi i am grant and i am an addict.
hi i am grant and i am an addict.

There are so many love rivals i've found along my journey to be rough and filled with psychological barriers. MY PSYCHOLOGICAL BARRIER.
The barrier to do bold actions in reality, the truth to my true feelings. I stare at her, MY MOUTH COULDNT SAY HELLO.
Chances are wasted.

Just like now, 70 days to A levels.
THE FAILURE OF PRELIMS SHALL BE THE WAKE-UP CALL FOR ME.
for now, MAPLING. go!

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10:27 PM

He's not a rascist, he's just speaking as a victim of discrimination in malaysia,
wow there are still talents in m'sia, but MALAYSIA is trying to clamp such talents down,
will give you more updates in a while but lst, enjoy THE TALENTED MASTERPIECE

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9:49 AM

PLAY IT WITH ME, TODAY!

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11:45 AM

all time favourite ! hehe

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1:01 AM

The public transport is asking for more profit AGAIN, the bus and MRT fares are going to increase, their excuse would be due to the rise in price of diesel, thus they need more money . However, their profit level also increases more than proportional, forming inelasticity of demand and supply.

Being a monopolistic firm, the proposals they give to the higher power would be revised thoroughly, I hope. When MRT was still under nationalisation(under control of govt), service standards were pathetic, there were no frequent checks to deter terrorists, not many stations emphasized the importance of safety, that explains the new alternative to suicide - JUMPING THE TRACKS.

Now, SMRT, SBS are privatised, oh boy arent they happy to dominate the market? Asking for price hikes biannually, clever for the govt, they now intervene to deter the abuse of the transport of public transport. The government now expects higher service standards, if not strictly adhered to, they will be fined.

MEAL - now for evidences.

The SMRT has announced a profit after tax of $135.8m for financial year 2007, an increase of 31% from the previous year. (Link)

In the years 2003 to 2007, SMRT’s profit after tax are as follows:

2007 = $135.8m

2006 = $103.6m

2005 = $126.6m

2004 = $90.2m

2003 = $72.2m

I am sure u do not need the % increase of their profit.

Anti thesis,

Even though the public transport sector is earning supernormal profits, govt intervention will keep Singapore's transport's infrastructure competitive,
besides SMRT has promised to set aside 10million to help the needy IF the proposal for the price hike succeeds the next quarter.
I am glad to see that inequity in Singapore is trying its best not to worsen as it already is presently( one of the worst in Singapore), I certainly expect they make full use of the money to increase
expenditure of skills upgrade of workers and their productivity,
improve facilities and efficiency of public transport,
greater deterrence in suicide attempts and terrorism.
The micro view of a price hike may be unfriendly but, like the GST hike, Singaporeans should look at the progress of Singapore as a nation , to be a BETTER developed country, and not be close minded about our small and vulnerable economy.

Cogent conclusion.

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10:28 PM

i have a friend who is a dirty liar LOL

Your EQ is 107

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

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9:47 PM

'Removing race from IC won't erase biases'
The solution lies in fostering social norms that frown on racial prejudices, says George Yeo
By Keith Lin
REMOVING race from the Singapore identity card (IC) will not see the end of racial stereotypes, said Foreign Minister George Yeo yesterday.

The answer lies in creating social norms that frown on racial prejudices, he told around 200 young Singaporeans at a dialogue.

But at the same time, he acknowledged that as human beings, having prejudices was part of life.

That is when having a sense of humour helps, he said. 'So I listen to (Indian comedian) Kumar cracking jokes about Indians, it gets the whole audience laughing because it relaxes the atmosphere.'

Mr Yeo was responding to a participant who had suggested that race be removed from ICs to downplay racial stereotypes.

Race-related issues and their impact on community ties dominated the two-hour dialogue organised by the Young Sikh Association.

To demonstrate the continual risk of racial tensions, Mr Yeo recounted a recent incident in Aljunied GRC, where he is an MP.

A Muslim girl was accidentally scalded by a Chinese bak kut teh (pork ribs soup) seller. The situation deteriorated when the stall holder was hurt in a scuffle with the girl's angry mother. Grassroots leaders intervened and, with gifts and comforting words, appeased both parties.

The incident, Mr Yeo said, showed that prejudices can feed on one another. 'Suddenly, all the established thinking we're used to evaporates,' he said. 'You can never be sure.'

Income disparities among different races worry junior college teacher Randy Gill, who felt it needed to be monitored closely.

Mr Yeo said it was inevitable because some communities respond more effectively to global opportunities. However, he urged those who have found success to help the less privileged. 'The more we surge ahead, the more we must help those left behind,' he said.

Another participant observed that the issue of international terrorism seems to boil down to one group: the Muslim community.

Agreeing, Mr Yeo said: 'In Chechnya, Palestine, Iraq, where Muslims may have a legitimate right to feel grief...all these things are conflated together so that all the unhappiness is mixed, and becomes a justification for doing bad things to innocent people.

'This is going to be a long drama, a problem specific to the Muslim community today.'

But terrorism can afflict other groups too, Mr Yeo said, recalling Sri Lanka's Tamil Tigers trying to recruit Singaporean Tamils in their fight for an independent state.

He reminded his audience to stay clear of political happenings in other countries as they seek out their roots.

'It is difficult, but we must have the conscious discipline to separate the two (politics and religion),' he said.

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1:28 PM

cyber awareness .

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1:27 PM

WRONG,

ALL WRONG.

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9:35 PM

MUM, DAD

THIS IS FOR YOU

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9:16 PM

new bus outlook

Bus 151 is one of the lucky bus services

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9:52 PM

Adam and I was walking home happily, whistling to the chirps of life merrily merrily down the road,
we talked about me, about his way of life, and then we boarded bus 970. The driver looked weird, he was sweating, I could see there was something wrong, something terrifying has struck him, his eyes showed no signs of life, the driver's face was pale white, there was this sense of unspoken foreboding, as if he has been struck by Harry Potter's "stupidfly", I tried to ignore his out-of-the -blue behaviour, continued scanning my EZ-link. I turned around to find my seats, that was when no one spoke anymore, we stood rooted to the ground, as if hell has come to devour us. The truth was far worse than that. Our eyes became lifeless, we broke into cold sweat, at that time, we looked exactly like the driver of bus 970, license plate number S658H.

We saw what we saw, and we will never forget what we saw, because we have already seen what we saw.

Adam and I quickly regained consciousness, picked the front seats, sat down, took out our earpieces and tried to eradicate the horrible sounds. No one spoke a word. I was scared out of my underwear. It was horrifying, the sight, the hearing impaired my body. I could not stop shivering.

THE BUS HAD BECOME A ZOO. YES, THE ZOO.
THE ANIMALS HAVE ESCAPED TO REALITY FOR A FUCKING EXCURSION.

it was a shock of my life. the neighings, the hootings, the roarings pierced through my earpiece and into my ear drums, I dare not look back, most of those who boarded, alighted at the next bus stop. But Adam and I were frozen with fear, we could not pick up the courage to stand, let alone pressing the goddamn bell. Some animals' heads have the size of deformed potatoes. Some had the head to body ratio of 3:1.
I could not help myself but urinated in my pants.
I alighted before ADAM and before i left to salvage my wobbly legs and to save my life, i said two words to him.

GOOD LUCK

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8:46 PM

a triple A student saying jclife sucks

and

a triple U student saying jc life sucks

INFER. how insulting

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7:57 PM

counsellor

1.	a person who counsels; adviser.

2.	a faculty member who advises students on personal and academic problems, career choices, and the like.

psychiatrist

a person who practice psychiatry
the practice or science of diagnosing and treating mental disorders.

psychologist

A person trained and educated to perform psychological research, testing, and therapy.

i still cant identify the difference. NICE

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4:17 PM

no rants today

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11:29 PM

SAMUEL is a good friend, i know who's not.

it's time to look around you, kh.

IDENTIFY AND ELIMINATE.

choices are yours to make.

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10:34 PM

HEROES left me breathless, as in really , seriously , breathless,
HOW TO STOP AN EXPLODING MAN! that is exhilarating. the tension , the suspense, KILLING ME.

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11:31 PM

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8:44 PM

I still think i am going to fucking fail my a level.
i reward myself one winning eleven game after every question , as in, after qns 1, i play 10 min of game.

if, in luck, there will be qns 1(a) and 1(b), then, i play two games.

NOW U KNOW WHY I WILL FAIL.

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7:53 PM

He's good. i can feel my ACEs coming.
But 4 is too big a group. SHIT.

YET another mistake in my life. too many mistakes make my happiness against time curve decrease in an accelerating manner

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9:47 PM